I'm quitting !

yup..I'm quitting that specific type of manga I've been addicted to...

it's been more than 40 days ...yokatta ne ;)

it was so addictive..it even made my way of thinking so strange and outrageous !! I started to think that some stuff that other ppl go "eww" over..as cuuute !

I didn't want to read anything but that manga, and I couldn't resist..I was obsessed !

demo demo demo... I stopped, it was hard but I did it ! :D

I asked for my friend's support..but she's so unreliable..she just went with the flow, I was wavering going back and forth and she just didn't stop me..."tasleeeek" !! hidoi ne T_T

However....I made it on my own..al7amdililah !

I still think it's cute...but well..maybe in some other life :p.....but now I gotta grow up and face reality !

The Wind Beneath My Wings

I hate my shy personality when it comes to taking the first step! Getting closer and friendly with the "people" I admire the most, can be the hardest task to me!

The previous week,I've tested myself with some ppl I've been wanting to get along with, for about 2 months,and didn't succeed yet!!! yeah creepy I know !!!

I socialize with almost every1 except those ppl ! simply cuz they're the ppl I want the most!

I know, I've got issues here, and I need to fix my problem ASAP !

I get nervous , weird and can't talk at all when I'm around them ! okay !they're awesome,talented, and you can't help but respect them... but really I've met a lot of amazing ppl b4 and got no problems at all with mixing with them, so why am I struggling now !

I've missed every single opportunity to talk to them ! srsly why am I like this !!!

Everyone gets a long with them very well ! they're nice creatures ! so why am I so freaked out! I mean I really do like them :(

So as Freud suggested... I've psychoanalyzed myself, and found many outcomes... I'm not gonna talk about them now...but I'll just jump to the solution which I'm gonna try :

I think I kinda feel inferior when I'm around them, cuz as I said, I look up to them! they're simply awesome and creative... So what I'm gonna do is... I'll do my best till I acknowledge myself to be a peer to them...no... till I'm better than them...

Maybe then, I'll naturally and spontaneously communicate with them!

I need to be satisfied about myself first, cuz I've come to realize that I can't get along well with ppl who I "think" r better than me !!!!

but this time I'm not gonna give up ! I really do want to be surrounded with amazing ppl like them... so I'll just do my best !

Allah yi3een x\

P.S I use "they", but actually "they" is only 1 person ! jst thought it would be better to generalize!

Darth Vader!

Quote :

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I wonder, if there is no hereafter.. no judgment day...

would you commit suicide!

I was thinking maybe if there is no judgment .. I would try everything to take me out of my misery ...then if it is not working... I would do one "final mission"...then go...end it it all

You see them as calm happy creatures..

from your perspective... you think they got nothing to do or worry about...they are free, not occupied ...

But Hell, No.......you know nothing... they are prisoners to their own thoughts... they've got deep wounds.. you speak.. you add more pressure.. you add more salt to the wound

I feel sorry, sad, and disgusted.. I feel mad, angry and disturbed ...

If ending one's life was an option.. I wonder...what would I choose...

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A Quote From The Surreal

At that extreme awkward moment, everyone reacted on their own way, I can't seem to remember any voice or anything at all, but her laughter ...

Hearing her sweet laughter, was my only consolation, even if I'm the one being laughed at.

~ Unknown Author .

Koishite Akuma ..Vampire Boy

I've just finished watching the last episode of Koishite Akuma .I watched the series when it was still airing .. but I just stopped cuz I knew what will happen in the last episode.. And after watching it.. I was like "yappari ! "...just as I thought!

The story is about a vampire student (16) who fell in love with his teacher(26) ! I loved the story cuz the vampire turned out to be the first love of the teacher who has died. But something happened and now they're together again.

The show was so exciting ... I kept waiting for every episode to come out... I loved how twisted it got and everything ...I enjoy twisted love stories, and this drama satisfied me somehow.

I really admire the director for making a vampire story into a daily life story. How vampires adapt , and how they deal with ppl around them.

The ending was so sad.. and I actually cried a lil bit.. I mean why ! why! so hidoiii T_T

I was happy that I cried cuz it's so damn dusty today and tears were good for my eyes :P

now seriously .. this vampire is so cool ! I liked him at first.. cuz he was the bad vamp ! but he changed to a good vamp as the show got closer to the end. This boy is an excellent actor.. he's a singer too..

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My Verdict :

I would give this show 7/10

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Visual Kei ... "hi mi tsu ~" !

This time it's something I've never thought that I would admit in my entire life... I don't usually listen to Japanese music but when it comes to Visual Kei ... no one tops them !

the first time I saw this style I was like "omg fags ! eww " !!!

but I'm gonna come out of my box and tell u 1 of my secrets .. I totally enjoy and admire this genre !

now what's VK.. it's kinda heavy metal and guys with make up and feminine style !

ok that's the simplest definition .. u can wiki it here

there is this band that I keep pretending that I hate! but they're so fuckin awesome T_T :

An Cafe

They are all males .."eww" I know ! but that's visual kei ! no homophobes are allowed to be fans..OK !

their music is awesome ! just watch their music video and beware not to watch anything else!

I've seen couple of their interviews and they've made me sick ! and what's worst is that some girls actually go "kyaaaaaaaaa" over "them" Not their music !!!!

here is one of their coolest songs

oh man I love the guitar beat ! and the MV is awesome !

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Now... there is this other Kei band...

Danger*Gang

I love them so much ... u know why ?

first.. their music Rocks..

second.. they're all girls !! yattaaaa ^^ (it's really rare in the VK scene )

although I suspect Hito to be a dude -_-

now listen to some epicness \m/

that's some freakin awesome music !!!!!!

the guitar work, the voice the bass and the beat ... and of course not to forget the death growling ! girls you fuckin ROCK \m/

I still insist that some1 must be fun of what they understand, but I have to appreciate Jap Visual Kei once in a while .. and specially such a rocking onna like Dange*Gang\m/

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Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge

I've just finished watching Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge (Live action).

The story is based on the big hit manga with the same name aka The Wallflower or Perfect Girl Evolution.

I read the manga few years ago, and it's one of my favorites.. actually the main character sunako-chan.. is the awesomest manga girl ever... yeah and I'd love to cosplay as her X)

she's a gothic hikikomori (i.e. isolated unsociable person)...she loves horror , always dressed in black and has a beautiful black hair , although they consider it to be scary!yeah and the most important fact about her... she cant look at mabushii creatures (i.e shiny "cute" ppl ) !

ok now u can see from the description of this girl, she's totally henna and not cute !

well her rich aunt is quite aware of that fact, so she kinda "rented" 4 ikemen (i.e hot boys) to turn sunako to a lady !

enough said...

now after reading the Manga and watching few episodes of the anime.. I was kinda hesitant to watch the drama ! especially that Kyohie the main character is Kaazuya Kamenashi from KAT_TUN.. I just don't like his face...so fake !

but guess what ! he's a good actor ! he played the role very well.

This is a good live action.. it's so hilarious and I enjoyed watching it.

I liked sunako here.. the actress did a good job... I bet she's a hikikomori in real life :P

The castle where they lived in, is the same one as in Atashinchi No Danshi, which I've watched months ago.. and might write a review about it.

ok now, the scene bellow is one of the cutest in this drama... enjoy it ^^

P.S. if u read the manga or the anime.. then this video is not a spoiler.. but if u didn't and don't want to ruin the "obvious" love story.. then don't watch it.

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My Verdicts :

The Manga : 10/10 .. totally recommended

Anime : 6/10 (I didn't like the voices)

Drama: 8/10

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Enough of this Hana yori Dango !!!!! U P D A T E D

(Updated)

Really ... I wont be surprised if we see the Saudi version of Hana Yori Dango !!!!

For those who don't know , This is a popular Japanese manga and later it was made as a drama. Briefly , It's about a strong poor girl facing the infamous F4 group which is a group of 4 handsome guys (supposedly).... and of course the amazing love story between her and the one she hates the most !

As I said this is originally a manga... and I started with it long time ago... it's so much fun to read , honestly it's way more exciting than the drama.


The first who turned this manga into drama was the Taiwanese version (Meteor Garden) , umm it's cheap , I mean low quality and the main actress is annoying . In terms of the hotness of the actors, well... the guys aren't bad and they look like men so that's enough for them !


Ironically , the Japanese version (Hana Yori Dango) came after the Taiwanese... I have to admit that it's a very well produced drama, it's obvious that they've spend a lot of efforts in the production and the quality . The actress is so talented and she knew how to do her role. As for the guys, well I only can say that they're not my type, but they're talented so you can't hate them !


Unfortunately , when the Korean version (Boys over Flowers) came out, I already had enough of this story. I only watched the first 8 episodes :P , cuz I totally loved how they started liking each other. To tell the truth , it's obvious to anyone that the Korean version is the best , the production is amazing , the girls and the guys are talented an so cute.

And the prove of the success of this drama (Korean Version ),is this photo... It's so popular in Japan, you can see posters of the actors (F4) everywhere. I took this photo in a station in Tokyo.



And now... the most recent version , The Chinese Meteor Shower. I'm so not gonna watch it... oh I really wish not to watch it, and not to be tempted by the reviews I read which say it's kinda different and interesting ... but I know one thing for sure , the main actor is not my type !

UPDATE

Oh God , I can't believe I'm watching it !!!! Ok... I kinda knew it....
The story here is slightly different from the original, and guess what... the main actor is so cute... unlike the others...
it's so interesting so far ^-^
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so now I wonder if there will be other versions !!!
I'm pretty sure there will be an American version , I mean they always Americanize Asian media ...so why not this one !!

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My Verdicts:

Manga : 10/10

Tdrama : 2/10

Jdrama: 5/10

Kdrama: 7.5/10

Cdrama: 7/10

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Detroit Metal City \m/

RoOoOAaAAR
I can't get enough of it !



Originally this is a manga, but of course it was made as anime,,, then after that came the live action Movie adaption ...

It's about Negishi , a shy or if I may say "boring" man who dreams to be a pop musician. however he's ended up as the lead singer and guitarist of a death metal band .....namely “Detroit Metal City" \m/



This guys lives two contradicting lives , it's hilarious how he switches between his different characters ...

I don't really like the manga for 2 reasons :
1- the main pleasure of watching this is the epicness of the music tracks... and you neither feel the guitar nor the roars while reading the manga.
2- the art is lame !

the anime is not bad.... I didn't complete watching it yet,,, cuz it's kinda boring, the guy keeps repeating his whole story at the beginning of each episode and nothing much happens !
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DMC (Live Action )

You can see in the image that Simmons from Kiss band is in the movie... and since I'm a big fan of Kiss ... I was so thrilled +_+

you also can see the manager of the band (the bitch there :P)... who always gets horny whenever the band is playing hard... LMAO... I don't blame her at all... who wouldn't feel the guitargasm anyways \m/

I personally prefer the Movie... it's amazing .. the actor is talented ,,, I was impressed by his great talent in switching between the different roles... and he's also hilarious .

the music tracks are epic.. enjoy this :



here are some snapshots from the movie:

This supposed to be a show...but he ended up like that LOL



Here you can see the funniest thing about this movie...his innocence ...
he was enjoying a song which was referring to his band as "dumb-ass Mother-complex cherry boy" x)


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My Verdicts :

The movie : 10/10

Either you love metal or you don't , I'm sure that you'll enjoy this movie...

\m/

Shiroi Heya no Futari (Manga review )

Busy semester... yet it didn't take me from my beloved mangas ^_^

ok let me start from the oldest one :

Shiroi Heya no Futari (1 shot manga)

Main Characters:
Resine :the blond girl
Simone : the brunette

I'll skip the details of the story... I'll just focus on the things that caught my attention .
It's one of the earliest yuri mangas(First published in 1971). It contains no sexual images or any intense actions...yet you get the strong feelings and passion .

Resine decides to attend a boarding school to leave her aunt's house, there she shares the same room with Simone.
Simone is always rude to Resine... she teases her and makes her feel unwelcome. However, they get closer... yes they do ... in an indirect way... you just feel it , and this is what's so amazing about this manga.

They we're chosen for the school's play (Romeo and Juliette)...

Resine (as Juliette) asks Simon (as Romeo) to skip the kissing part cause she thinks it's inappropriate and she would never kiss a girl.... Simone agrees at first, but when the real thing came...she kisses her one hell of a kiss :P . --- yeah in public !

Resine was shocked... she runs outside but Simone goes after her... she tries to console her and she can't help but to kiss her again, this time one student sees them in action and then she goes spreading the fact to every1 in school.

Resine hates this.. she hate the idea of her getting emotionally involved with another girl... so she tries to avoid Simone... She gets herself a boy friend in order to prove to herself that's she's normal.... Simone gets jealous , Resine herself can't take Simone out of her mind even when she's with her boyfriend.

What I like here is how Resine is struggling in her denial state... she is having feelings toward another girl...but she doesn't like the fact.

For some reason Resine returns to her home, Simone can't stand parting from her beloved friend,, She turns into a miserable person , she gets into a fight with her male friend,which considered himself her boyfriend, and this causes her to tell him how she hates him and hates every single guy around her... they get into a deeper argument , she irritates him , she gives the feeling that she wants to end her life , he kills her !!!! it's kinda like suicide to me...

When Resine knows about this tragic accident she totally regrets leaving her...

it's so sad... I didn't know that this is a tragic manga so I was totally shocked :( .

Resine loved Simone.... but , there is no way for her to accept this fact... she was in pain trying to convince herself she's straight !

Simone only loves Resine... she doesn't care whether this is wrong or right...she just loves her regardless of her gender... and this is what causes their misery... :(


I really felt the love of this relationship... it's tragic, cause it is the forbidden love ~!

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note: I didn't go into details...reading the manga is way different from what I'm saying... Here I'm only giving my opinion !